Do you ever feel like someone doesn't wanna be around you? or that they are only being around you out of expectation or obligation? I feel so alone. I have dreams about feeling alone. I wanna have deep conversation....or shit any conversation would be nice. I wanna connect. Maybe I need to much attention.. I duno I just wanna do things with someone else. I wanna share my life with some one else who I feel like really wants to be there with me having these experiences with me. I go on walks alone, I go shopping alone, I watch tv alone. I want to share my fucking life. Why is that so much to ask for? Don't get my wrong I like doing things alone but whats the point of being with someone else when you feel alone more than half the time. I feel deflated....unwanted...unattractive. i feel like we both feel alone and www._____.com will always be more interesting to you.
"I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up alone, it's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people that make you feel all alone." ~Robbin Williams
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